Comments on: I think I’ll wall off my heart.

By: Oil

Oil — Sun, 18 Apr 2010 11:46:19 +0000

You know what? I accidentally found your blog from google and I just love it. :)

By: Anna

Anna — Fri, 05 Mar 2010 11:49:54 +0000

Hi Kyeli,

I don’t usually comment here but I read all your posts. I just wanted to say that I am glad to hear you are beginning to feel better. You are brave and lovely, and you inspire me.

By: Julia

Julia — Tue, 23 Feb 2010 14:59:52 +0000

@Pace –

I kinda figured that – and all I have is, Take the time you need to grieve, and don’t beat yourself up in the meantime.

If the blogging is helping with the grief process, then I’ll read as many blog entries as it takes writing to get through the worst of it.

(And my reaction to someone blogging this sort of pain is, I’m honored that I’m trusted enough to be allowed to see it.)

By: Stacy

Stacy — Tue, 23 Feb 2010 05:04:26 +0000

This, simply, is a beautiful post. And something I really was needing to hear, too.

So, thank you.

By: Tanya

Tanya — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 21:51:03 +0000

(*HUG*)
Sai Weng Shi Ma, Yan Zhi Fei Fu.

The story is not over, and its conclusion is not known.

By: Ellie Di

Ellie Di — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 18:52:15 +0000

I can’t express how happy I am that you came to this conclusion. It always makes me heart-sick myself when I hear that someone has decided to wall themselves off, and you’re just such a wonderful lady that if you did that, I’d likely explode. I’m glad you got out your frustration. I’m glad you found a place for self-compassion in your heart. I’m glad you chose to be open instead. Glad, glad, glad. Much love to you, dollface. <3
.-= Ellie Di´s last blog ..Today, I Am Pretty =-.

By: Pace

Pace — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 18:49:09 +0000

@RoundSparrow: I know you’re trying to help, but I don’t think Kyeli is in a place where she can hear what you are saying.

By: Emma Newman

Emma Newman — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 18:45:21 +0000

I’ve been reading about your pain since your terrible news, and feeling so upset for you, and I’ve thought about you for days and suddenly realised that I hadn’t commented. Idiot that I am.

I didn’t know what to say I guess, but I was being a fool. I am so sad with you. I am so gutted with you. It does nothing to change things; I am on the other side of the world and I can’t fix any of it, but if all this does is make you feel that tiny bit less alone in the world, then it’s something. That’s all any of us can do in the end, isn’t it?

Love love love to you xx And if you’re angry and want to scream at this comment, then that’s cool too.
.-= Emma Newman´s last blog ..Friday Flash Fiction: Satisfaction =-.

By: RoundSparrow

RoundSparrow — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 18:43:13 +0000

Pain is love, love is pain. To wall out one is to create a seam in your heart.

Your heart was never broken, only you were not accepting all of love.

Love is loss, life is loss. Death and loss is your promise in life.

It is through this truth that you can enjoy and appreciate life. That realizing love is scarce in expression, it gives each expression meaning. By realizing the we are all one in seeking love – you open your heart to the possibility.

Sorrow is part of free choice in love. Your parents don’t arrange your dates and marriage. The Tristan romance of year 1180 speaks of this pain. Tristan says, “If by my death, you mean this agony of love, that is my life. If by my death, you mean the punishment that we are to suffer if discovered, I accept that. And if by my death, you mean eternal punishment in the fires of hell, I accept that, too.”

Let love be eternal in your spirit, let the timeless memories bring your past loves to share with new loves. Think not of a broken heart but one of experience. Think not of winter as bad and summer as good, enjoy the contrast as life – enjoy life!